The pictures I took

The title says it all.

 So the first two ones are some pics I took while running, the other one has some colour issues again, this time the contrast is all fucked up. The other one is distorted because I couldn't stand still to take it. The next two ones are from another part of the forest, near where I woke up. The tree in the right on the second row is the tree I found my notebook next to. And the last picture is just another weird pic I don't really remember taking but that's just because I was hysteric and scared and probably in panic. I'm fine at the moment. I run across an old playground in the forest, but I didn't really have time to look around more. I'll try to find that playground again later, because It seemed interesting, standing there, in the middle of the forest (Well, there was a path that went there, or more like a small gravel road, but it wasn't exactly easy to find.) I didn't have time to take pictures either.

-Darkn3z

Okay, this isn't normal...

First of all. I just woke up in a forest with my laptop, and I'm writing this down and I will post it when I get home / get an internet connection. Nothing else is wrong except THE FUCKING DATE. IT'S BEEN MORE THAN 2 WEEKS SINCE THE LAST POST AND I HAVE NO FUCKING MEMORY. I feel so nauseous and watched that I probably shouldn't stick around. I'll continue this soon.

Hey guess what? Found my notebook. It was here in the fucking forest. I have no idea in what part of the forest I'm in, but the notebook was next to a weird looking tree. I'll post pics later, I have some on my phone that I found from my pocket. It's either the worst day of my life or my lucky day.

I had to run again. This time I knew he was close. I'm typing this whle walking and its abit hardto concentrate. My lastmemory was from when I went to slep and I had a trrible migraine that day.

I can see the road and the houses but he's near.


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Hey. I'm back home, and even though I still feel bad, He's not following me, I know for sure. My mum has apparently been on a business trip and hasn't noticed a thing. I feel like crying. How did evrything end up like this, and why?

-Darkn3z

The drawing

I know the quality is bad, and I apologise for it. I took the pic with my phone. The face is just creeping me out. I suppose it's made to mock me, or something, but honestly, it's just scary. and the fact that the hair is styled exactly like mine, with the side bangs and all. Still, I will not yet reveal my face, because I like to keep my privacy, but if I grow worried about myself enough, I'll do it.

I'm all alone in this, and it's a painful realisation. I can't talk to anyone, I can't rely on anyone, All I have is this blog, and my Journal, but now that's gone too. Nobody would believe me and if I told my psychologist, I would be locked up in a mental ward in no time. But I have to keep going. Maybe I can escape it, or fight it. Or maybe trick it into leaving me alone. I don't know. I'm all out of ideas.

-Darkn3z

What to do?

SOOOOOOO.

Probably the few of you who have probably not, but maybe noticed my tweet about something URGENT, Knew something BIG is coming. AND WHY am I talking like this? .....Sorry. It's just that I don't know what the frick to think and feel right now. No, I'm not scared, not really, but I'm extremely... creeped out? That's not even the right term. Maybe weirded out. Again.

Maybe I can calm down enough to finally write this down.
Let's begin with the least ....hmm, weird thing: My journal's gone missing. I had it with me and It is possible that I just left it somewhere, (Which I hope didn't happen, 'cuz there's some pretty weird stuff in there.) But I never leave it laying anywhere.

But then there's this other thing.
Well, it begun a couple of days ago. We were at a farm, staying overnight, and it was near the woods. So one day, My mom makes me go to the woods for a walk with her, and I had to. What could go wrong, I thought. It's just a walk, I thought. Maybe that thing won't appear, Since I've been feeling better. A lot. Or I was feeling better, until that day. Everything went fine until I started feeling bad again and told my mom I'd just go alone back to the farm. I didn't want to stay there because I felt so nauseous and anxious, and I did get halfway back, until I got lost. The path just didn't go where it should have gone. That's great, feeling like shit, paranoid and maybe chased by a supernatural internet meme. Fucking awesome. So I just thought I should at least move to maybe find my mom OR the farm, but that was a bad decision. I only got more and more lost, and then I started feel so incredibly bad that I vomited everything I had eaten that day, and felt like vomiting my insides out even after nothing else came out but stomach acid or whatever that's called. Then as I looked up, I had to look for a while, because there he stood like he had always been there. Who, Well, who else, but our friendly neighborhood Slenderman. I instantly felt even worse, and I barely could move, but the mortal terror I was experiencing made me run. I remember running so fast that I passed out at some point. And when I woke up, I was laying near the path back to the farm. Again, I thought everything was just my imagination until I saw it. Someone had drawn that symbol thingy on both of my wrists with a similar pen I use to write on my journal. And then there was this drawing next to me. (This isn't my laptop so I'm gonna post a picture of it from my phone later.) The drawing portrayed the head of a girl whose hair is very similar to mine, and the girls face is somewhat creepily drawn, with round, dark eyes and a creepy smirk. I went all NOPE and took the drawing and ran back to the farm. I probably should mention that my pen disappeared with the notebook too, and It's more than possible that these drawings were made with it... I'm getting the shivers.

Anyhow after this, The sickness came back. But now I'm also nauseous, and I keep hallucinating this tall, dark shadow in the corners of my eyes, and it's fucking up my mind. I can't concentrate and I'm constantly on the edge of panic. I'm not sure what to do anymore...

-Darkn3z

So.

So, I'm writing this on my phone. I've been away for a while, because mom thought it would be a good idea to take me to the countryside. She thinks I need fresh air. I don't.

Anyhow, here's a thing I have wanted to talk to you about for a while: Do I believe in the slenderman? No. But nowadays I'm not as sure. I could call myself crazy and blame my eyes but I feel like that's not the case. All I wanna know is who that fucker was, where he lives and what he is most afraid of. Or she. I don't care.

I've been okay otherwise but I woke up with scratches in my arms and legs for no reason. It looked like I had scratched myself in my sleep, but I am a very heavy sleeper especially now that I have been using melatonin for sleep. I have never done anything like this.

-Darkn3z

Fuck this.

All I seriously want to do is just go "Fuck this shit" and continue my normal life. I don't need this! I'm writing down the nightmare I had last night on my notebook, luckily as woke up from it, I wrote it all down on my phone as I tweeted about it. So now I'm practically just copying the dream here.

I looked at the forest from above. It was very dark, but I could still see. It was slightly misty outside, and it created a creepy atmosphere. Then I was standing in the entrance of the forest, holding a candle in my hand for some reason. I felt something cold touch my shoulder, and then I ran. I ran straight into the forest,. I fell down, and the dream ended. The whole dream had a terrifying, anxious feel to it, and even though nothing creepy-ish happened, I still woke up in panic. Also, as I was on my phone, I got this terrible headache and a feeling of being watched.. Ugh.

-Darkn3z

-Sigh-...

I feel so frustrated. I kinda want that hacker to answer, but then again, I don't want anything to do with this person. I changed ALL my passwords and such. And Now that I'm not angry anymore, I'm simply really weirded out. How does this even happen? Who is that person? Why?

Then again, that person had to hack my account, because this is the second time I changed the password.

I don't even know anymore... I'll just go to sleep and try to get my head around this tomorrow. Right now my brain feels like a mess, and I can't think clearly. Also, I've gotten used to the consistent headaches with the help of a lot of Ibuprofen (For some reason it's the only painkiller that works well for me.)

Nothing new though, I've been watching a lot of tv today, and haven't gone out at all. Didn't feel like it.

-Darkn3z

Well well well.

Whoa, awesome. You know how to translate something into binary? Well, so do I. There's tons of online translators. You said: Uoy era gnorw tuoba mih. Which is backwards for "You are wrong about him". I don't know who the shit you are because I sure as hell haven't been able to be on the computer for the whole yesterday, since we had problems with the wifi. Quess what? I'm dead tired of this bs, and I'm Not going to do what you probably want me to do, (Which is quit writing, How do I know? Well you scribbled to my notebook and now to my blog, so I'm guessing that's what you want.) I don't care idf you read this or not, I'm just venting off my anger and fear. If you're a male I swear I'll cut your balls off and shove them down your throat. (So sorry for the language..) And if you're a female, I'll shave you bald and use a cheese grater on your face, bitch. I'm going to find out what the shit you want from me. Is it not enough that I'm tired, anxious, paranoid, angry and sick? Do I have to be afraid, too? Lucky for me, when I get afraid, I usually get angry too, and hate gives me strength, So sucks to be you. and guess what I have to say? FUCK YOU. Sincerely, I don't need this crap right now. F U C K Y O U B I T C H. We will not be friends. No cookies for you, fucker.
I apologise for the language. (Not really.)
-Darkn3z

MuSt not.

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WE WAIT