9/30/2014

stuff and dream entry #3-ish?

The tests are officially over now.
Anyways, I didn't really have time to talk about my most recent encounter(s?) with him. You know. The Tall Man. Tree Man. Slendy. Master. Boogieman. Imaginary friend. The "I just want a fricking 20"-guy. The Tall Stranger.
I know this is serious, and I shouldn't be making such jokes. But I'm going to open up right here: Even though I am really fucking scared, and I'm just pretending I'm not, the whole situation is just.. sort of ridiculous if you ask me. I mean, How possible is it to actually happen? For someone who is quite normal, a decent student, 15 years old, and who's never really even taken interest in such things as the Slenderman - meme. It's just so funny in a twisted way: I've heard tons of people go "I swear  I saw the Slenderman last night, when I was walking home bla bla..." And nobody really disappeared or got into the same state I am in now -constant migraines, nausea, aggressive behaviour fits(I'll get into that later) and a weird cult leaving me cryptic message shit.
Either it's supposedly ironous or I just have the worst luck ever.

Anyhow. I told you the basics of what happened earlier when I encountered him again, after a pause of some sort. But I did include a sentence where Inmentioned feeling mentally weirđ. I'll tell you what happened. I was jogging with the rest of the P.E. class, (I suck at it, I hate jogging to be honest.) And as I'm slower than the sporty bitches in my P.E. class, I got left behind. It's a track that goes around the woods, and I thought I might as well take a shorter path and catch the group, but I should have realised that it wasn't my brightest idea ever. As soon as I lost visual contact to the track and started to listen to the running footsteps of the class, I felt really nauseous, and my ears started ringing loudly. At this point I knew what was happening, so I took another direction and started running away, and at the same time, the headache and dizzyness started, making it difficult to run. I remember looking behind me quickly and seeing him, silhouetting against the faint sunlight shining through the treetops. I remember ending up near the beginning of the track, having bruises on my legs that probably came from all the low branches and such. I sat there, holding my head, panting, for about ten minutes, until they came back, and the teacher told me to go home, when I almost started crying because of the headache. But there's some people in my P.E. class that I despise, and these dorks started saying I'm in a terrible condition (which isn't really far away from reality, but it's still hurtful), calling me a fat attention whore and so on. I had this weird feeling, and all I remember is getting calmly up, looking another of the girls coldly in the eye, and punching the air out of her lungs. I got detention for this, but I managed to avoid it, because I was able to claim that the behaviour was because of my migraine, which is partly true, I get really pissed easily when I'm not feeling well, but this time, I didn't feel like myself. I got home, and just napped the rest of the day.
I think there might be a connection with this and the feeling I had to physically hurt my little brother that I wrote about a lot earlier.

Today, I have been having a migraine again, and I have just slept, slept, and slept even more, I have never felt this tired before. But I had a dream. I have it written down on a piece of paper, and I'll just copy it here.

I felt anxious, and slightly restless, like a cornered animal. I was standing behind a thing, that seemed to be a sofa, but I had to crouch to not be noticed. The footsteps travelled back and forth, and that person came close a couple of times. I could hear that the person was afraid, breathing rapidly and shining the flashlight around to get a better view of things. I had no fucking idea how I got there, I was sure that I had to stay down in order to not be spotted. I had to hide. And as suddenly as the dream begun, it ended, fading away and changing into some unimportant dream stuff.

This dream is special, 'cause it was so clear, and I remember it fully, not just parts of it like I usually do. It felt so realistic. This dream, it has something in it that is just off, I feel like I missed something. I don't know... maybe I'm just imagining these things, and the dream is just another normal dream. I just felt like writing it here, because it's different from the usual nightmares and dreams I tend to have, like falling down from a ledge, getting lost or having those dreams where I walk an endless, dark hallway.

Anyways, I think I might sleep a little longer and then eat something, as the migraine is slowly fading away.
Sometimes, when I wake up with a headache, I wonder if it has some connection to the slenderman, like him appearing in my room while I sleep or something. And it creeps me out.

-Darkn3z

9/25/2014

clarification, please?

There was a new blog post in the other blog... The village theme thingy seems to repeat, and the name of the blog is T H E V I L L A G E F A R A W A Y, so I'll just call it "The Village". Anyways, actually, two new posts.

Now there are many things left unsolved, I still haven't solved the codes from the hack post. Anyways, I will now analyze the other posts made by the village. The earlier one goes like this:
F I R S T C O M E S
the one who wounds
S E C O N D C O M E S
the one who smiles
T H I R D C O M E S
the one who knows
F O U R T H C O M E S
the one who judges
F I F T H C O M E S
the one who mends
will the TRUTH be told
will the WINTER turn cold

is the P O E T
the one who remembered
and which will meet the end?

It's clearly meant to be a poem or similar. The poem theme seems to repeat as well, in the poem, and even in The Village's URL. (thepoetisthereason.blogspot.com) 
Now, I want to really analyze this through, and I'll try to make sure I'm not missing anything.
1st - the one who wounds
2nd - the one who smiles
3rd - the one who knows
4th - the one who judges
5th - the one who mends
I can see a pattern here. Getting wounded(in what sense? physically or otherwise?), smiling(to hide it?), knowing(understanding?), judging(looking out for reasons/ways to get over the situation?) mending(getting out of the situation?) Also, the first twitter update was signed with "-JUDGE" and this one with "-ELDER" and the judge-theme is in the poem also. If we suppose these actually represent the nutjobs behind the blog and all this creepy shit, there seems to be five of them, at least, five have been mentioned.. oh wait! Their twitter description says "5 B U T W E M I S S S O M E..." or similar. So that might confirm that there, indeed, are five people behind this. And the Judge is the fourth one of them, obviously. Now, that leaves us wondering about the others. What are elders like? Usually they don't quite wound or mend stuff (what do I know?) and that might rule the 1st and the 5th out. We have the smiling and the knowing left, and since I've gotten physical messages as well, with the smile thing, and it was scribbled on red. Now, If you remember the hack post, it used different colours as well, and this poem was written on black and signed with -ELDER. I suspect the Smiling is connected to the red colour, and so, Elder seems to be the 3rd.
About the smile messages, and the one who smiles, I can't really figure anything out, (since these people seem to be named after people that could possibly live in a small rustic village or something, but what do I know) and I can't come up with anything that fits the theme, so I'll just call him/her "the smiler" for now.
That leads us to the next twitter update and the currently newest post ("IMPORTANT?")
WILL YOU
U N D E R S T A N D

SEEK AND LEARN?

W A I T N O W

vain aikaa, ei armoa?


-5

That's how it goes. It contains some Finnish in it (Which means at least one of them knows some Finnish, or they are Finnish. Translated to english, it would mean "Only time, no mercy?" In a sort of asking "[add some speech or an opinion here], eh?" manner. This post is a lot less cryptic in my opinion. It seems to tell me what to do, which is to wait. Firstly, it's wondering about my future, probably, like, "Will it happen?" and then, wondering if I should "seek and learn" (look around and study the situation, maybe.) and then it says quite simply "wait now", telling me to, obviously, wait. (or maybe it's giving me more time, as the  Finnish puts it. and it's signed with -5. I am 98% sure it refers to the people referred before, and that means, "the one who mends." Now, this is written in green, the Judge hasn't yet written with any colour, BUT the first post in the village was with blue, and the twitter message was signed with "-Judge", so we can assume blue is his/her colour. the Smile-messages are written in red, and the Elder seems to write with plain black (Does this give me a reason to believe he/she is behind every physical item (not including the ones with red scribbles as well) that had black scribbles, and the code in my notebook?) and that leaves the yellow color for the 1st person, the one who wounds. I don't know much about him/her yet, except a single message; KEEPTRYING...
so here's the clues that are connected to the people.
1st - yellow(probably),
2nd - red, agressive-ish?, "smiler"
3rd - Elder, black, creepy?
4th - Judge, blue(probably), ?
5th - green

But that's it about their blog for now. I'll quickly analyze their Twitter update from ~ 9hrs ago;
N O H I D I N G N O W . . . whydon'tyousmileforonce?

I believe this is the smiler, as we know him/her. Because of the repeating Smile theme. It's getting boring, dude. Nothing much to say about that, in all honesty. I don't know what the hiding refers to, as there indeed are things I'd like to keep private, like my own face, name, precise location, etc.
And hey you "smiler"-dude, How can I possibly smile in the middle of all this creepy shit that is happening? Why don't you smile alone, while I try to sort this out? Sounds like a good idea to me.

So, I'd like to give you a quick update on what's happening in my life but I don't think I have enough time to write about that at the moment, so I'll just sum it up: firstly, I met the Tall Stranger, or rather, Slenderman again, while we were jogging in the nearby forests in school P.E. class. It was a quickie, but I got sent home 'cause I started feeling weird (mentally) and got a terrible migraine. When I got home, I vomited again, and felt fucking tired, so I just climbed to bed and slept the rest of the mid-day. luckily, I didn't miss any tests, and I didn't have any fucked up nightmares. I don't have enough time for more at the moment, so I'll go back to studying for tomorrow's test and maybe I'll write more about this then.

-Darkn3z

9/21/2014

First things first.

I refuse to try and solve the damn code right now. I need to study. I didn't need this right now.

Now, Firstly:
This happened.
CLICK

Secondly:
I'm going to study no matter what.
You seem to want to corrupt my grades, whoever the fuck you are, that posted that thing and the twitter thing

Also, -JUDGE?

JUDGE?

what?

I certainly don't need new mysteries.

-Darkn3z

9/19/2014

How do I solve this?

SO yeah.
That happened.
I started chopping down the message into smaller bits, as they are written in different colours, and I decided to start with the readable context.
"SOME DAYS YOU HAVE NOT SEEN EVERYTHING"
in blue. I started looking back to everything I have found/gained and I realized many of the actual, physical copies of the papers or messages are missing. like the paper with the question marks, remember?
"RESPECT SYMBOLISM" (Green)
Do you mean the symbols?
I am trying not to jump to conclusions, but I think each colour might represent a new person, as they seem to be saying "We" and "Us" So I think there is more than one people behind this. So there's four coloured messages and one black. I've had red before, And the tone was aggressive. So I believe there might be something similar behind those numbers. They are

90 100 08 20 20
07 08 03 08 40 06
600 50 200 80
05 00 02 04?
 
Yeah.

And the yellow "KEEPTRYING" Was differently written.
Keep trying what?

And then the black message.

ZDWFK
RXW
 So yeah. IT'S SOLVING TIME!
 
No but honestly. I am so tired of this.
 
Help is very much accepted.
 
-Darkn3z

9/18/2014

T H E V I L L A G E

Z
D
W
F
K

R
X
W


90
100
08
20
20

07
08
03
08
40
06

600
50
200
80

05
00
02
04

?

S O M E D A Y S

Y O U H A V E

N O T S E E N

E V E R Y T H I N G.

R E S P E C T

S Y M B O L I S M. 

KEEPTRYING...

9/15/2014

Found these...

Yeah hi.
I was unable to write for a while since we had some major problems with the wifi, and I would have been unable to upload pics on my phone so here we go.

I was coming home from my riding lesson last tuesday, and I always have to cycle through some wooded areas, and something caught my eye. I heard a series of loud crackling noises, and I stopped to look around. I saw no-one, but I heard that noise again, and this time I could identify it as running footsteps. This person seemed to be running away from where I was, and so I looked around and noticed a strange scroll of paper up in a tree (Yes, up in a motherfucking tree.) Anyhow, I reached for it and from the inside of the scroll fell out a bottle of pills, so I just grabbed them and left, didn't wanna stay there and see what was going to happen.
At home I opened them and here are some pictures.

So, this is the bottle of pills. it has some in it, just plain white pills with no markings in them. The bottle has the words SLEEP WELL and the symbol drawn on the side. the label is completely torn off.

So here's the scroll. It was tied securely with a bandage, and I hope that stain is not blood. there was four papers in total. 
 So this was the first paper in the scroll. It says LOOK AROUND, has the symbol and some trees in it, with SMILE written over it with a red marker, and something that looks like a creepy smiling face. The next one is made out of different paper, the same as the pages on my journal/notebook. It has the slenderman in it, and words DON'T RUN AWAY and the face in it, and on red marker there is the symbol and words WE WILL CATCH YOU.
The third paper is also a page of my notebook and has the same words in it as the pill bottle "SLEEP WELL" and the symbol. The third one is plain white paper and has the symbol and words DO YOU GET SCARED in it.



yeah and here are the pills. 5 white, round pills in total.











So I started thinking what the "Sleep well" could mean. It's on the pill bottle, and I have no idea what the pills are. they could be literally anything, from plain vitamin pills to cyanide.. not that I know what cyanide pills look like, but still.
The drawings, well, yes, I do get scared, but only temporarily. Right now I just find them slightly offensive, and I started to wonder about the smiley face. I mean, I already know that there must be some kind of person or group behind the hacked account things and these papers and such, but there's never been anything written on red, and that smiley is new, so there is a difference. Also, the messages on red seem more aggressive, "SMILE" and "WE WILL CATCH YOU", they are different from the usual slightly-creepy-and-somewhat-annoying messages, I don't remember ever receiving a direct threat like that.
Anyway, I'll have to think about this more. I'm going to keep updating my twitter at least once a week to let you know I'm fine, and yeah.
also, the comments are now open in this blog, I decided it's unneccessary to moderate them if there is nothing to moderate, really.
-Darkn3z

9/05/2014

This puzzle is missing pieces.

I don't even know where to begin right now...

Okay, okay okay. Let's begin from the overall situation. It's not what you might think. I haven't lost much memory, nor have I been kidnapped or anything, luckily. I am, in fact, almost perfectly fine.

Now, about a month ago, I tweeted about going back to the forest, at least that was my intention. But personal stuff got in the way, and I hadn't time to do that. I had to go to meet my grandparents for various reasons, and it took a good while there. I didn't have internet either, and I sort of wanted to take a break, but now that I've seen that taking a break from updating this will only make the situation go worse, I won't do it again. I will try to update at least once in a week, whether it be a tweet or a blog entry. Anyhow, I'll have to write about what happened there, so here goes:
We arrived at our grandparents' house at night, and went straight to bed, because we were so tired. I had another dream, a dream about being chased, (Again!) and woke up in panic mode.
The next day, we helped in cleaning our grandparents' attic, and it's boring. that is, until something catches my eye. I was looking through some old papers (they were mainly uninteresting advertisements from the 1980's or so.) and found a piece of paper, that was much thicker and clearly been through a lot of suffering. there was writing, and a picture that caught my eye; THIS.
This piece of paper. It's written in finnish and I will now write what it says both in finnish and english.
"(??) Muukalainen
(m)enninkäisten jaloon sukuun kuuluu myös (?) muukalainen, joka asuu metsissä, hakkuualueilla. Nimensä mukaan hän on kovin pitkä, ja samoin kasvoton. (?) Kasvojen tilalla ei ole mitää(n). Korkea muukalainen nappaa (tuh)mia lapsia (jotka-?) kotoaan karkaavat tai menevät metsään öiseen (aikaan-?). Koska muukalainen on (?????????)"



"(??) Stranger
 also a member of the noble family of the faerie is (?) stranger, who lives in forest areas and woods. He is very tall and faceless: There is nothing where his face should be. The Tall Stranger takes naughty children who run away from home or wander to the woods alone at nighttime. Because The stranger is (????????)"

Can you imagine this sinking feeling I got from reading that?
Anyways, I didn't tell anyone about what I found, but I did ask my grandpa about old finnish faerie mythology, and unfortunately, he didn't say anything about this one. (I got stuck with him for two hours while he rambled on about how annoying sauna elves can be. Don't even ask what they are.)  But when I asked about forest sprites or similar, he did say one thing, which made the blood in my veins freeze to ice:
"Älä lapsi rakas pelleile semmoisilla, metsiä kunnioitetaan, eikä sellaisten henkiolentojen kanssa pidä leikkiä!"
or in english:
"Dear child, don't mess around such things. Forests are to be respected, and you should not play with such beings!"

Well, with the new information in my mind we got back home after a week, and the school started. It's incredibly difficult to try and hide all this from others, but I decided to go back last weekend, and I did. All I remember after getting back to the playground is a sharp pain in my head, and a terrible coughing fit. I think I might have passed out. Then I woke up, feeling like I hadn't ever slept in my life, and tried to write the last post. But I probably fell asleep in the middle of doing it. what freaks me out is that I didn't post it, and I sure as hell did not add the binary, which, by the way translates to:
F O R G E T
E V E R Y T H I N G.

Anyhow, it's late, and I'm tired. I might continue this tomorrow. bye.
- Darkn3z

9/03/2014

(24.0)

What?

Whre is eveything

Wh am I hre in my room??
thought Iwent back to the forest
aparently I didn't...

And wh doI feel like I hven't slept forlike 2 wee



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